Professor Sid

I am the flow of the winds I am the sound of waves I am the rays of sunlight I am the bloom of flowers I am the height of trees I am the flight of birds I am the heat of fire I am the bright of light I am the warmth of summer I am the cold of ice I am the crisp of autumn I am the wet of rain I am the sound of a new life I am the beat of a heart I am the tear of happiness     I am the whirl of a dervish I am the nomadic float of a cloud I am the music of silence I am the words of poets I am the chapters of love I am the book of life I am the sound of the oceans speaking to you through a shell I am the universe observing you through a shooting star I am the earth in your palm as a grain of sand I am me And you can’t confine me in your fist I am me And I am free

I can’t find a rhythm I can’t find my sleep I have found my exhaustion But I can’t find my peace I can’t find my rainbow I can’t find my bright I have found my moon But I can’t find my night I can’t find my glory I can’t find my amazement I have found my time But I can’t find my moment I can’t find my pieces I can’t find my whole I have found a ghost But I can’t find my soul I can’t find a shore I can’t find the sea I have found you But I can’t find me

I could walk this road forever and find that part of my soul, which I seem to have left in these mountains. Some of these heights frighten me, and some of these depths intrigue me and yet I wish to walk on this land to find a part of my lost soul.  I marvel at how heavenly this place is and how much artistry the All-Mighty may have put into creating this place but for Him; He says ‘BE!’ and it is! And I think if earth can be this promising how wonderful would that heavens be? I’ve never seen colors as pretty as these... The green of the green and the clear of the blue, the cold of the ice and the gold of the sun, is that what heavens looks like? Maybe better but this may just be heavens on earth and I’ve seen heavens I know what it looks like. 

These days I’m planning my sister’s wedding. It is during this testing time did I realize I’d love to share with everyone how exciting and how trying this period can be. When I started with the plans I had a lot of stuff in my head and within my head I was in control of everything. But as soon as I started planning things out and formulating actual things I realized my mind is too perfect and nothing is going wrong there, but reality is too complicated and nothing goes according to my wishes here. So after several attempts of trying to do things my way I gave in and decided to let things be and go with the flow, there seemed no point in trying to go against the stream. Since then I’m far more relaxed and more in the mood to share my experiences with everyone. So let’s begin… The first obstacle of the wedding is always who all to invite, though I would like nothing more than inviting a few family and friends who are closest to me, unfortunately, the wedding list can never be a l

It’s that month of the year when my gift expectations are on a high, when I want everyone to forget Valentines Day and remember that I was born on it and that’s what makes the day special. And if you’re wondering I’m too told to be celebrating my birthday or expecting gifts please be vocal about it so I can unfriend you this moment! I’m too awesome to be old and I am too Aquarius to be surprised about gifts, also I prefer you don’t waste your effort, time and money on buying me something that I may never come to use.  So like every year I decide to list down all the things that I am thinking of buying for myself, that you can happily buy for me and I’d love you for the ‘gift’. I know lots of people have been asking me for this list to make their shopping easier, and I’ve been promising it to them but I’m sorry been too busy lately. So without wasting too much time into this and that let’s get straight to my list: 1.      My top priority thing is gone to Basma – she knows