Let Me go....

Why are you holding my hand so tight? Please let me go! You’re hurting me now! Let me go! 

Let me go… I want to be away from you, let me go… I don’t want to be with you… I don’t want to be with anyone right now! What is it with you? Can’t you hear my screams? Can’t you see me cry? Why are you so intolerable to my tears? Why can’t you just listen to me for once listen and not just hear? 

Where’s the love you had for me once? Why can’t I see it anymore? You never hold my hand anymore to take away my fears, you don’t even share your dreams with me anymore, and in fact you don’t even dream no more, you’re dead! And you’ve killed me too.

You’ve held me so tight I can’t breathe; you’ve tied my hands with chains of annoyance and guilt. Why can’t you let me be who I am? Why do you want to mould me the way you want? Why are you forcing me to do things I don’t want to? Let me go… let me be free…

You don’t rejoice when I’m happy and my happiness is never complete, you don’t hug me and say its ok I’m here for you everything is going to be ok! And I have no one to share my worries with. You dislike things I like; you ridicule tiny things that make me happy, you don’t see us in your visions anymore. You don’t kiss my forehead and say I love you so I can hear your belief along too. You don’t look into my eyes anymore. 

I know you’re not going to be by my side when I walk the path of life with you, you’ll not be holding my hand when I need reassurance, I won’t have your shoulder to put my head on to cry… cry for joy, for sorrow or simply to let the frustration and anger out. You’re not going to be there when I need you… you won’t be with me so let me go…

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